"L-O-V-E" what the hell does tht mean???

The word love for now really doesnt exists in my vocab right now
it's not tht ive completely ruled it out....just not feeling it right now

i thought i was ready and wanting a real serious relationship
but i've come to realize i just cant handle it right now
i have soooo much in front of me to just throw it away for "love"
i mean sure if it comes, im not going to push it away
but im sure as hell not going to go out looking for it right now
by no means!

i just love being me
no strings attached
not being tied down

its good for right now
dont need it
not sure if i want it

but when it comes around
ill be more than welcome
but until then "LOVE" leave me alone!